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  • 18. caffeine driven. deranged nursing student. sporadic writer. fanfiction nerd. experimental photographer. unidentified cosplayer. expert daydreamer. procrastinator extraordinaire. hardcore gamer. hates fads. artsy-fartsy...and enough said.



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  • Procrastinating

    Written by hottie_ice at
    01:36 PM
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    Doing these stuff when I should be doing something else...*yawns*

     

     

    You Are 56% Slacker
    You are a bit of a slacker - though you can pull it together and live a somewhat normal life.
    If you're young, this is probably phase you'll outgrow. And if you're already grown up, you need to get off the couch a bit more!


    Your Mind is 70% Cluttered
    Your mind is quite cluttered. And like most clutter, it's a bunch of crap you don't need.
    Try writing down your worst problems and fears. And then put them out of your mind for a while.


    You Are Lacy Panties
    You're one seductive chica, but you've also got a ton of class.
    You are like a pinup girl, with timeless beauty and sexiness.
    Men are afraid to talk to you, knowing they'll be addicted to your charm immediately.
    Only a true manly man, confident in himself, is your perfect match.


    You Need Some Black in Your Life
    Black will make you feel powerful, in control, and not bound to what other people think of you.
    And with a little black, you will project a aura of mystery, rebellion, and dominance.
    If you want people to respect you, you've got to get a little black in your life!

    For extra punch: Combine black with orange or red

    The downside of black: People won't be able to "read" you - and may perceive you as more aggressive than you actually are

    The consequences of more black in your life:

    You'll become a figure of intrigue and speculation
    You'll be better prepared for life's unknown path
    You'll rest better and free yourself of expectations


    You Should Be a Doctor
    You are practical, sharp, and very intuitive.
    Optimistic and energetic, you are a problem solver who doesn't get discouraged easily.
    You are also quite compassionate and caring. You make people feel hopeful.
    You're highly adaptable and capable. You do well with almost any curve ball life throws at you.

    You do best when you:

    - Are always learning new subjects
    - Use your knowledge to solve problems

    You would also be a good therapist or detective.



    or maybe I should consider being a doctor someday? :/


    { Currently reading: } Fundamentals of Nursing
    { Mood: } lazy as ever




    Geekier by the minute...

    Written by hottie_ice at
    09:37 PM
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    I confess, I  am an anime geek—way back before. But I am not a fangirl, it’s different.

     

    Currently watching:

    Naruto Shippuden

    Bleach ( I mean these two are the hardest one to cross out from the list because they are like ongoing forever)

    Code Geass

    Ouran High Host Club

    GTO

    (I won’t include series I’ve watched way back before like Akazukin chacha or Saliormoon...etc.)

     

    Finished watching:

    Death Note

    Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya

    La Corda D’oro Primo Passo

    Vampre Knight

    (short series are they?)

     

    Want to watch:

    Katekyo Hitman Reborn

    D. Gray Man

    Claymore

    Lucky Star

     

    I maybe an anime fan but I am not fond of reading manga, actually I don’t, even if the happenings in manga are way advanced than in the series. Well, it’s really not my cup of tea. Why? (1)Because it’s boring to read, with no colors and action only shades and words to convey, (2)I cannot establish a momentum in the climax because it is not in motion (or I don’t know when the climax is D, (3)and I am really stupid at reading manga. I always forgot to read it from right to left, so my reading is messed up.

     

    But there are some exceptions: XD

     Currently reading:

    Tsubasa Chronicles – for me, the series is boring to watch but the plot is really nice.

    Gentleman’s Alliance Cross – cute graphics =)

    Paradise Kiss – many scenes are omitted in the series because of explicit content

    Vampire Knight – the series is still ongoing and very addictive. And they’re omitting parts that are not in the manga but in the series and vice versa. Kind of perplexing though.

     



    { Mood: } dreamy




    Update # 85784362

    Written by hottie_ice at
    05:39 PM
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    I was browsing my messy planner days ago and while I was flipping it back and forth, I saw a note on one of the page , written that I am supposed to change my blog layout this month - August.

    Unfortunately, I don't think I could comply with that. I cannot even regularly update stuff in my blog, how much more changing layout? I've been on hiatus for a month now I guess, and still cannot find time on things I used to do such as blogging and aimlessly surfing the net...or maybe I do not have time doing trivial things.

    I miss blogging at some degree. Things are getting hectic by the minute that seconds of waiting is gold down the drain. Talking about time-management...well, it's just another stress to deal with.


    So yes, I'm that busy with school, but it's not bad at all. I'm glad that I am developing my old study habits compared to last year that we were just wasting time at school. Now, I'm taking time to do homework and spending more time in the library--which is I believe, a big improvement on my part.

    Though now I noticed that my writing has been bland without the constant exercise like writing and reading a little more seriously like before.

    I cannot assure myself or anyone that I could be more active for the time being. I've got to focus on my work...

     

    Oh well...till next time! :p



     



    { Currently reading: } Vampire Knight 27
    { Mood: } stressed




    Cellphine Snatching

    Written by hottie_ice at
    07:30 PM
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    Among my friends, I thought I was one left unique. I thought I would hardly ever experience that, my friends, family and the people in this country in general already did. ‘Til that day made me feel how everyone did. Now we grieve for the same thing.

    It was my first time to have my cell phone snatched away from me—from my bag for that matter.

    I thought I was lucky; I was safe. After possessing such necessity for years, there came the day it was taken away from me…in a flash. Let’s face it, it’s inevitable. No matter how careful you are, more likely you are to be in a 'holdap' situation than just a snatch case.

     I admit, I was careless that day. I had put it in the pocket of my backpack instead in my pocket or anywhere else…safer, even with the idea of the probability of getting it stolen. Plus, I only realized where it was snatch away when it was already gone. And who would have expect that it was stolen in a classy mall for that instance---Gateway Mall—last Friday, in an escalator full of people, and yet no one noticed it. I can’t believe for such a mall to have ghetto-ass lowlife snatchers for customers. People nowadays are so desperate that they do bad things. Even I in the middle of crisis coupled with the fact of the lack of money, I do not resolve on bad things. The worst thing I’ve done that I could take into an account is not paying jeep fare due to I was short of money. But I don’t steal, even in the middle of great need.

    I just wish that particular theft will experience hell-maximus karma, something like getting hit by a car; body dismembered but doesn’t die or lose his/her digits ala New-year style.

    People think that it’s better off that he/she didn’t get hurt in the process, that it’s only a cell phone that is taken,  a consoling factor, but I actually consider it a very valuable item for it is a necessity. 

     Losing my phone is not a complete lost or waste. Besides, I want a new phone and it is defective, virus-stricken…with bad exterior…defective phone. Although it is a big loss losing the messages archived into it. I collected eye-opening quotes, wisecracks, and jokes that my friends sent me all this time.

     The tragical event didn’t take time to sink in. In fact, when I knew it was gone, I had already accepted it (cause I really want a new phone), but the feeling resides on me for I had already linked myself to it. I quite miss it because now I don’t have message to read or send. It will not be soon until I acquire a new one. I feel so bad, so bad that everything became so pointless to me, every encounter gets useless that it is annoying by the minute. The same feeling I had when I didn’t manage to land a job last summer. I took time to recover.

     It has been a stressful event that it bothers me on a daily basis. I could only wish for a family relative to suppot me and replace a new and better one.

     My parents weren’t mad (thankfully). They ended up preaching me…more gentle than the usual. But they have no assurance of replacing it anytime.

    School announcements, reminders and of course communication made it a top-priority necessity, but hell, what could I do now? I worse than broke…maybe even helpless.



    { Mood: } traumatized




    On the verge of hiatus

    Written by hottie_ice at
    11:42 AM
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    It’s not that I refuse to talk about my life recently here, when a blog should most likely contain the 'what-I’m-doing' status and daily happenings of the owner, it’s just that I don’t feel like writing them all here because after all my life is but mundane, typical, and it will bore you out if I’ll narrate it in detail. I presume that there will be hiatus in my blogging activity for the meantime. All I do nowadays is to procrastinate, study and probably sleep. Nothing happens really as exciting as days during summer. Due to the presence of school, I am programmed to do limited things, mostly heavy but boring tacks such as school work.

    I’m missing stuff, getting behind and I feel the urge to get a life.

    HIATUS for now…maybe.


    { Watching: } The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya Ep.7-14
    { Mood: } lazy



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